{"id":26,"date":"2024-02-07T12:30:08","date_gmt":"2024-02-07T18:30:08","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/lettersfromann.com\/?p=26"},"modified":"2024-02-07T12:30:08","modified_gmt":"2024-02-07T18:30:08","slug":"honoring-my-hero-means-taking-care-of-myself","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/lettersfromann.com\/?p=26","title":{"rendered":"Honoring my hero means taking care of myself"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Losing Aunt Kaye just over three months ago has inspired me to take a closer look at my life and where it is headed.<br><br>I am determined to apply lessons I learned from Kaye as I move forward with the next chapter of my life.<br><br>In honor of what she wanted for me based on conversations and words she left behind, I took a leap of faith and resigned from my job on Feb. 2. I am going to be reflecting on what her wishes were, applying wisdom she shared with me over the years, and charting a new and healthier course.<br><br>I have a lot more to share about Kaye and my gratitude for her and for Dan, and I plan to write about it in the future.  For now, I am focusing on my journey away from the trauma that has all but consumed me for the past couple of years. I may share more details about past and more recent trauma in the future, too. <br><br>Right now, I am working on a letter to myself. I am still figuring out what to say, but I know it will come. <br><br>I consider myself to be extremely fortunate to have some truly wonderful people in my life right now. I will be leaning on family, friends and a therapist I trust to help me make sense of this chapter of love, gratitude and growth.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I&#8217;m not sure how long it will be until I begin to search in earnest for another job &#8211; financially, it likely won&#8217;t be too many weeks before I feel the pinch. But for now, focusing on Kaye and recent lessons learned are all I have on my agenda.<br><br><br><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Losing Aunt Kaye just over three months ago has inspired me to take a closer look at my life and where it is headed. I am determined to apply lessons I learned from Kaye as I move forward with the next chapter of my life. In honor of what she wanted for me based on &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/lettersfromann.com\/?p=26\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Honoring my hero means taking care of myself<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-26","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/lettersfromann.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/26","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/lettersfromann.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/lettersfromann.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lettersfromann.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lettersfromann.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=26"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/lettersfromann.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/26\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":30,"href":"https:\/\/lettersfromann.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/26\/revisions\/30"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/lettersfromann.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=26"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lettersfromann.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=26"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lettersfromann.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=26"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}